Confessions of A Pandemic Pastor
The headline of the online article for pastors I had just clicked on in my Facebook feed read: 8 Signs That You Might Be Suffering From Burnout. As I read through each of the eight signs, I whispered "check" by each one that I knew applied to me. I whispered it eight times. I went back and did it again just to make sure, but the result was the same. It wasn't exactly a surprise, to be honest. And I know I'm not the only pastor checking that list. You see, every conversation I've had with fellow pastors over the past year and a half has been filled with confessions of weariness, uncertainty, worry, mental fatigue, and spiritual uneasiness. None of us were trained to lead a church through a pandemic, social unrest, and the deep divisions of a contentious and heated political environment. We have preached to empty rooms for months. We did our best to keep our congregation engaged, and our staff motivated. We grieved as members checked out or moved on, and